Missing out on family...

I live about 4 hours from most of my family. I have gotten pretty used to it, but some days it's very hard. This past week I've been missing my family a lot! Both being sick and missing out on "family stuff" made this week harder than most. I don't care how old you are, when you are sick, you just want your mom to take care of you. I was so weak and feeling so horribly, I would have given nearly anything to have my mom here just to take care of me. My hubby did an awesome job of taking care of the kids and getting them to and from their activities...he also stayed home with me nearly all day on Wed. I appreciated all he did, but there is just something about having your Mom around...
Also this week, my extended family gathered to celebrate my Grandma's 83rd birthday. Grandma and Grandpa live in a nursing home about 10 miles from their "old" home, and all their kids. Grandma is very proud to tell everyone who will listen that ALL their kids, grandkids, and great grans live right there in town, except Andie. EXCEPT ANDIE! Do you have any idea how much this breaks my heart? (Now, I know that this is the place that God has placed Hubby and I for this time in our lives. I know that, and I wouldn't want to move...but I just am missing my family right now....besides, they all live in a big city {yes, Kansas has a few big cities!} and I like living in my little town!) I miss all the family gatherings for birthdays, Christmas, Easter, etc...I haven't seen some of my cousins in years. I've never met some of their children. I probably wouldn't recognize them if I passed them on the street. This makes me so sad. We were all so close growing up!
Ok, enough of the pitty party...my dad was kind enough to send me some pictures from G-ma's party. They all met for pizza and b-day cupcakes in a park not too far from the nursing home. SO, meet my family!

First of all...Grandma and Grandpa. If you look closely, the napkin in Grandpa's shirt says "Party Girl" Someone has a pretty funny sense of humor!Here is my cousin Kailey with her nephew Kaiden. Kailey is the youngest of the cousins, and Kaiden is the youngest great-gran...for a few more weeks.Here is my cousin, Loni, and her youngest daughter, Vanessa. Loni is one of my cousins that I have gotten to know again because of this blog! She has her own blog, and I feel like I know her more now than I have since we were little! Loni is expecting her third baby!Here is my mom with my two nieces, Ella (the blondie) and Ava (the brunette).Here is my brother and Grandma...give her a hug for me!
And finally a picture of my Grandma enjoying her new rocking chair. The sad thing is that the next day she called my dad and asked why she had so many chairs in her room...where did the new one come from and why was it in her room. She is suffering from Alzheimer's and didn't remember that her family had given it to her as a gift for her birthday since her old one was wearing out. Grandpa has had Parkinson's disease for almost as long as I can remember, and now grandma has so many problems with her memory. She tells the same story over and over, and asks the same questions repeatedly. I love them both so much, and it is just so hard to see the problems they have. I wish I could see them more often! I told one of my aunts to make sure she sang EXTRA LOUD and EXTRA OFF KEY so that Grandma and Grandpa would think I was there! :o) Love you all!